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(...because it's a sticky entry, get it?)

i'm doodlemancy. i'm some number of years old and i've resorted to calling myself a "professional hobbyist" because i do a lot of things. this is my blog. i started doing more long-form blogging here after cohost's closure.

if you came here from outside dreamwidth and you are Internet Old: dreamwidth is Livejournal 2, hi. if you are too young to know what LiveJournal was: it's what we did before tumblr, which is what we did before and during vine and twitter, which is what we did before tiktok and discord and bluesky.

you can comment on this blog even if you aren't signed up for dreamwidth! most entries have anonymous comments turned on.

anyway, here's what my whole deal is:

🌈 i make and sell cute things
etsy - stickers, charms, prints, other bingles and bongles
ko-fi - i have some digital goods up there, plus it's my not-patreon. free posts too! you can follow without paying.

📖 i am a (visual) novelist
Potion Stand Story - my 2024 short visual novel, which you can play for free!
Iron Company - my WIP visual novel, which you can play (some of) for free, and which i never shut up about.
(if you don't know what the fuck a visual novel is-- here you go)

👩‍💻 i am all over the world wide web
find me at bluesky, tumblr, pillowfort, toyhouse, and a whole bunch of other places.

☕ things you might see on this blog
• my arts and crafts and things
• little excerpts of my WIP scripts for Iron Company
• talk of such things as anime, manga, and video games
• catposting
• other various rambling, musing and sometimes ranting
• recipes and stuff? idk. whatever i feel like putting here

🏷️ mini tags reference
doodlemancy watches anime / doodlemancy reads manga - my infallible insufferable opinions on anime and manga
helpfulposting - tutorials and things
potion stand story / iron company - posts related to my visual novels
where's tia - catposting
mouseposting - all posts that contain a mouse, or mouse energy. click and play "spot the mouse thing"

(this isn't a complete list of tags, obvi. look at my
tags page, many others are self-explanatory ;D)

✨ you can always find me at doodlemancy.com!

also, the really cute background i'm using is from the now-defunct Dolliecrave, a beloved source of free website/blog graphics. long may your flag wave... 



 
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i've kind of been in brain freefall since The Big Important Wrist Surgery so here's a general housekeeping post of what i've been doing the last month and a half. it's a lot of things, none of which are the thing i've really meant to be doing, which is finishing Potion Stand Story DX-- that requires an amount of Think and Daily Committment i just haven't had available since my brain got blasted with KO drugs and painkillers and then my hand became able to play video games without severe pain for the first time in years. i'm trying to get this ship back on course though!! keeping myself on task right now is just still a little bit... herding cats.

recent art & doodles



clockwise:
•  my first kinda-finished drawing post-surgery! i drew this like... 9 days afterward?
•  you guys ever think about how the Oracle of Ages/Seasons Princess Zelda sprite has... odango...
•  Petra/Ryfka doodle i really liked (i wanted to draw Petra wearing something more feminine than usual for funsies)
•  Chiyo Sakura from Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun is my daughter and i love her

posting images here is kind of a big pain in the ass at scale so here are some links to more things:
MakoAmi sketch
• ReiNako sketch

(i basically re-learned how to draw by drawing sailor moon yuri lol)
• Sailor Senshi from Dungeon Meshi dlsfkjghfdlsjgfds i really need to clean this up and make it a sticker or something
• Elly (Fields of Mistria version)
obligatory Easter bunny costume art of Petra and Sykes (and costume switch)
• Cardcaptor Petra

• a comic i made while playing Echoes of Wisdom
• Kell/Sykes brainrot doodles
• a thread of Sykes Backstory Doodles that are very cute imo

newwwwwwww shop stuff
 


new stickers: birdhouse sticker and milk sticker!

and there's a new shop section... ZINES! my friend HikaTamika gave me zine cooties! i got a long-arm stapler and so far i've made 2.5 zines. free shipping in the US on these babies. not every zine i make will be available digitally but the ones that are will be in my ko-fi shop or, if you prefer, itch.io.

and just for fun, here's some brief rambling on anime and manga and tokusatsu i've touched recently

Yowamushi Pedal - i'm only like 7 episodes into this but i love when an anime is extremely passionately excited and factual about a topic (in this case bikes). cant wait to dig further into this thing and find out why that one kid's face is Like That

Monthly Girls' Nozaki-kun - it is a crime that this thing got 1 twelve-episode season. gonna start collecting the manga. just a really solid comedy, i relate to Nozaki so much as an artist who cannot EVER turn off "that's good reference" brain and also as a neurodivergent dingdong who is frustratingly impossible to flirt with

Monster - we're getting close to the end and i love this fucking series so much. i love Kenzo Tenma and all of his funny friends. i love extremely average looking middle aged dude character designs. i love anime characters with distinct noses. i love to be scared and afraid and tense and very very worried. i think my fav lil arc so far was the one with Grimmer, i have big feelings about a guy whose feelings literally don't work right who chooses to be good and kind and gentle and empathetic even though he's not sure he's doing it right

Skip and Loafer - i've been working on collecting the manga and im so excited for this to get a second season soon. "i'm an adult i'm kinda done with school life teen drama stuff" bitch no you aren't you just want the good stuff. this is the good stuff. extremely My Daughter Whomst I Love series

Claymore - it wants to be Lady Berserk so bad. extremely self-serious, relentlessly edgy, it's got that B-movie charm. honestly A+ character choice to make your main character the absolute bottom of the barrel lowest-grade at the Badass Lady Organization, we love an underdog.

Gintama - we finally started this one. long running/comedy anime like this tend to be really hit-or-miss for me, and it definitely has a lot of dated humor and impenetrable-without-a-translator's-note kinda stuff, but when the jokes hit, they hit, and it's slowly growing on me. i find it comforting. it's "weird thing i would have watched on a friend's laptop in 2007" kinda stuff. i'm interested to see how this one evolves as it goes on.

Kamen Rider Kiva - it's a Kamen Rider with Castlevania vibes and 80s fashion. a funny bat tells you fun facts at the beginning of every episode. what the absolute fuck else could you possibly want in your life. theres a flying dragon castle and i still don't know why. i don't even care. i've accepted dragon castle into my life.

Gurren Lagann - i'm finally watching this one as i continue winding my way through the Gainax/Trigger back catalog. it has every Expected Problem (please Trigger. i love a boob but sexual harassment is not good comedy) and yet just like everything else they make, it's compelling and goofy and relentlessly appealing. i already know What Happens and im watching them stick death flags into You Know Who like a pincushion and screaming and crying and kicking my feet
 


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so it's tuesday. i had an endoscopic carpal tunnel release surgery last wednesday and this is basically how things have gone:

WEDNESDAY
• silly
• hand so swollen i could not move it, despite proper elevation and icing
• watched DnD: Honor Among Thieves and several episodes of Sailor Moon
• very proud of myself for figuring out how to do a lot of things without my right hand (see previous entry)
• believed fully that i would probs be totally fine the next day (hilarious)

THURSDAY
• woke up feelin GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• therapy!!!
• friend over for weekly anime day! so energized! hi friend!!!!!!
• 2 hours into anime: oh god sleepby
• microslept several times during anime. im shocked i did not fully just pass out
• went to bed at 7 PM and slept until like 4:30 AM lmfao

FRIDAY
• dial-up noises in brain all day
• straight up just unable to think. it was very annoying. it turns out that while i don't have any serious adverse reactions to general anesthesia i do get very fucking loopy for a while, and i just hadn't noticed because Party Mode hadn't worn off yet
• ate 4 baked potatoes for dinner. literally just. 4 of them. i guess when your body is sending all its resources to heal something kinda important you get really fucking hungy. for potatos.............
• stopped needing as many pain meds!!! yaey
• The Bruise (normal reaction to getting knifed in the hand; just upsetting) crept up past my bandage and i nearly had a heart attack
• panic attacks (but it was fine)
 

SATURDAY
• too much of a wuss to take off the bandage
• recovered enough brain to play The Sims
• PANIC ATTACK :) but it was fine
• extremely restless but too stupid to be effective at anything
• drew a little
• made a PBJ sandwich (VERY DIFFICULT with a loose plastic food prep glove over your silly, feeble, bandaged dominant hand)
• wanted hamburger helper for dinner but i can't prepare raw meat stuff rn due to the Situation, so i just had... Helper

SUNDAY

• took off bandage to replace with waterproof bandaid. did not faint but man my shit looked gnarly. had to wear a compression glove over it for a while until i was ok with it though
• tried to draw but it felt like my pinky was trying to clip through the rest of my hand so i stopped lmfao
• started kinda having thoughts again
• PANIC ATTACK :))))) BUT IT WAS FINE
• sort of using forks and spoons again lmfao. SORT OF

MONDAY
• THINKING BACK
• DRAWING BACK (SORT OF)
• played a little bit with Blender because when i'm unwell i have lower mental barriers to doing something Silly
• did not have a panic attack

TUESDAY (TODAY!!)
• I PLAYED FIELDS OF MISTRIA FOR AN HOUR WITHOUT ANY PAINKILLERS IN MY SYSTEM AND IT WAS FINE
• hand feeble and mildly sore now but not screaming
• WOW

im getting some shooting pains at the elbow and shoulder, still, now that i'm not 24/7 drugged, and i do worry i could still be a victim of CTS masking an additional thing (cubital tunnel syndrome) which is very common but.

a. it takes at least 2 months for CTS symptoms to fully go away after surgery. elbow and shoulder pain are CTS symptoms too. it's not guaranteed that it's a double crush.

b. i have a doctor now who is good and believes things i say AND does not hate when i know stuff, so like, even if it does turn out 2 months from now that i'm still a bit fucked up, i can go back and solve it. it will suck. i will be sad. but i will NOT just go back to being hopelessly adrift like i was the last 11 years.

this is probably not the end of this road. im getting CTS symptoms in my left hand too. it is likely this won't be my last surgery or the final struggle and i was under no illusions about that to begin with, but oh my god. just being on this new road is already so much better.

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yesterday i got up at 4:30 AM, stumbled into the shower, and went to the hospital for an endoscopic carpal tunnel release. everything went fucking great. i spent the rest of yesterday in a state of blissful stupidity with my hand propped up, watching movies and anime and longing for the nerve block to wear off so i could get back to typing. endoscopic method means i can do whatever movement i want as soon as i can tolerate it. i cant fuck it up. no hard brace, just a soft bandage.

i spent yesterday doing basically everything with my left hand and feeling like a genius. among my feats:
• opened pill bottles, including safety caps
• opened applesauce cups
• changed clothes a few times
• got myself a slice of cake
• put my hair up with a clip
• shower
• one handed application and removal of disposable Bathroom Gloves many times ooooooooogh i cant wait until normal handwashing

i had to sleep with my hand elevated. i cant fall sleep on my back usually bc it gives me nightmares, but thankfully via a combo of cat, Drug, and being very tired, i managed to drift off long enough to get some rest, reduce swelling, and wait out the numbness.

i can type (a little) and flipped an omelette this morning (VERY CAREFULLY).

here's my party decor and a POV of what i could see when i woke up today lol




heavy stuff in this next part:

this morning my mind went back to a day in 2015 where i came home from another dr's appointment that went nowhere, after it had already been secretly decided amongst clinic staff that my CTS pain was psychosomatic; i held it together on the bus home, got inside, sat down on my bed and just... screamed. and couldn't stop screaming. it was gonna be one pillow scream but one wasn't enough. i just kept screaming. i was so inconsolable and so out of my mind with grief that day that my mom thought she would have to call an ambulance. i think that was the day i really just broke. i haven't had hope since then. nor much luck. the doctors and clinics that followed all failed me, repeatedly, until last year. i was driven to suicidal ideation and marinated in severe depression, multiple times a year, by something extremely common that can be treated with a 15 minute outpatient surgery. i truly hope my previous doctors die of something painful and slow. they deserve the worst for what they put me and likely many other patients through; tbh crucifixion would be too kind.

i hurt today. but the post surgery pain, even before my morning dose of meds, is more tolerable than the pain ive been living with since 2014. did some crying into my cat this morning. it's strange to feel hope again and i don't trust it, not entirely. but i am hopeful.

AND ALREADY SO TIRED OF BATHROOM GLOVES, bandage removal day cant come fast enough lol





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(content warning: medical abuse, psychological trauma and assault. it's a victory but the trail here was rough)
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sorry for almost no bloggy lately, hand pain has been killing me and i'm down to mostly left handed tasks. got an appointment soon to see if i can get CTS diagnosed for real and actually treated before there's no healthcare in the united states anymore haha things are a bit dire

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i could not for the life of me find a digital template for these and idk why the manu doesn't provide one. while the actual button parts are a standardized, generic size, other templates i found for these came out the wrong damn shape and don't sit right in my press or leave a weird bare spot at the... idk how else to define it... the butt crack of the heart. it seems like there's just a bigger, weirder margin of error on these things, and the press plates themselves are what's different even if the size of the actual button parts is the same? who knows. anyway i never could find a template for this specific manu's 58MM heart button press so, if you have a Cricut or Silhouette or whatever and want to cut heart buttons for this press,

YOU CAN GET MY TEMPLATE FOR FREE. you're welcome. i love u artists and crafters. make money, ok!! <3

I AM NOT AFFILIATED WITH AMERICAN CRAFTS BTW. i don't get any money out of this and the template is free to download and use. i do like their press, because it uses standardized button parts, gets the job done with consistency, and has a lot of nifty add-ons. but it's also the only button press i've used so far so. this is bias lol
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please read thoroughly and make sure you understand what you're getting into here. this is experimental, i didn't make the tool it uses (and i assume no responsibility if it doesn't work right or you get rate limited lol). i'll update this blog entry if/when i manage to solve some of the mysteries or find better solutions. basically i don't have enough data yet to know whether or not this 100% works as intended. if you have something useful to add here, comments are open even to people without dreamwidth accounts.

what i am doing here and why:

the bluesky users cry out in desperation for a "followers only" interaction setting for their posts. the punishment for posting good is ending up in the Discover feed and getting a bunch of braindead replies from strangers and bots, at which point your options are to either mute/delete your good post or restrict the replies to "none" or "mutuals only", cutting off interaction from the rest of your followers. i only have anecdotal data to back this up but i would say 99% of the most annoying interactions i have had on bsky since the deluge of new users late last year have been from people who do not follow me.

you can set an individual post or thread's interaction settings to only allow people from a specific list to reply; therefore, if you were to add all your followers to a list, you could use that to close your posts' replies to anyone who isn't following you, effectively casting a warding spell against a lot of annoying drive-by reply guy types, LLMs programmed to "repsectfully disagree" with random posts, etc.

so basically what i've done is used Blockenheimer ListMyFollowers (thanks [personal profile] kayin for the rec) to create a whitelist of people who are allowed to reply to you.

caveats:

1. new followers WILL NOT BE ADDED AUTOMATICALLY to the list. you'll have to update this manually. this is annoying, but could also be something of a blessing in disguise; one of the things i really hope for in an eventual official followers-only reply gate is a cool-off period, like, 24 hours where new followers still can't reply to you. like those waiting periods some states have for buying a gun, except for bad posts.

2. the more followers you have, the longer this will probably take. i have no idea how long this would take if you had hundreds of thousands of followers.

3. YOU MIGHT GET RATE LIMITED IF YOU HAVE A LARGE FOLLOWING. "rate limited" means you sent so many requests to bsky's server in such a short time that it trips an anti-spam switch. when i originally tried using Blockenheimer for this, i got rate limited after trying too many times in a row, and i couldn't post for like an hour (literally the worst). using ListMyFollowers with about 4300 followers didn't get me punished, but getting rate limited is a known consequence of using automated tools to do Big Actions (ex. using Blockenheimer to block all of some stinky guy's followers). this is maybe something to do before bed.

(previously, i tried using Blockenheimer to accomplish this, and the problem was that it wasn't finding accounts that followed me before i switched over to my domain name. ListMyFollowers seems to actually find everyone... hopefully.)

the how-to part:

1.go to https://nws-bot.us/bskyListMyFollowers.php and enter your bsky account handle and an app password, which can be generated under Settings -> Privacy and Security -> App Passwords. if you have a custom domain, you'll want to enter it like "@customdomain.com". i had to enter "@doodlemancy.com".

2. wait. leave the tab open. if you've got the little "page loading" binglebongle on your tab or whatever, it's working. it will take a while. the more followers you have, the longer it'll take. for me, with 4300+ followers, it took like... 5 minutes? if you have like 10k+ followers maybe go play some Balatro or something for a while.

3. when the list is done, there'll be a message at the top of the page that tells you it's completed. now you can go edit your list, which i really suggest doing-- people who don't know what it's for might get confused and think they're in trouble or something.

that's it! as of 2/5/2025 this seems to be working ok for me. here's hoping bluesky gives us the real deal, but i think this will make an acceptable stopgap for the time being.
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today was a bad day. i hurt a lot and some asshole stole a package with an ink cartridge off my porch so i had to browbeat Amazon into replacing it and i'm just in a real bad mood and then i Saw Something. someone whose opinions and levelheadedness i generally respect shared this post into my bluesky feed. and i just. need to scream. this person is already getting shredded to bits for this opinion and i don't think they need to be shredded any further. i just. it's part of a trend that's been driving me nuts, that i've been trying to bite my tongue about, and i need to rant a little about this... this thing i keep seeing. this thing where people (mostly american liberals/ the"center left") just... really really feel the need to tell everyone that OBJECTIVELY the economy is good right now, according to Numbers.


hi here's the thing:

it does not matter whether or not that is true, and you should shut the fuck up.

it does not matter that the economy is objectively better by the bullshit standard of "the median is doing better" or "we're technically earning more than our parents were." what matters is what real people are really experiencing on a daily basis and what they are experiencing on a daily basis is:
  • rent is high and keeps getting higher. before i was born, you could rent at least a shitty apartment with a part-time crappy job. now there is no FULL TIME minimum wage job that will pay rent and leave you with anything. anywhere. that is not a thing.
  • the cost of college is ridiculous and tons of people are perpetually being crushed in the jaws of student loan debt.
  • the cost of everything keeps getting higher and higher in general. raises literally don't matter bc they just end up divvied up between your landlord, your power company, your ISP, and fucking Netflix if you're still bothering.
  • the cost of healthcare has gotten more and more out of control since the early 90s. it's literally the #1 way people go bankrupt.
  • homelessness is skyrocketing, it is a very obvious visible problem and nobody is fucking doing anything about it (except sending the police to beat them up and steal their stuff)
  • it takes months to find a job, partly because there are tons of fake job listings now!!
  • even goddamn fast food isn't cheap anymore
  • we spend a LOT of our time working or exhausted from working
  • nobody gets any vacation time. even the jobs with the best vacation time pale in comparison to jobs in countries with more humane laws about time off
  • employers habitually under-employ people just enough to keep them from getting benefits and to keep workplaces running on skeleton staff so everyone is exhausted all the time
  • shopping also sucks more as a result of everything being Fuck Off Expensive and stores being understaffed
  • everything is made to break down in a few years. appliances, furniture, electronics, clothes-- nothing is made to last and we all constantly have to replace big-ticket items that used to last longer. even if you shell out for the nice thing, you're gambling.
  • we are all constantly being pummeled with scam messages, and when employers or companies we've purchased things from or whatever screw us over it's hard for a lot of people to figure out who to complain to or how to get help
  • having kids is kind of just logistically impossible for a lot of people now
  • poor people are legit getting screwed on our taxes while the rich fail to pay their fair share and we all fucking know it
when you tell people that AKSHULLY, the economy is VERY GOOD and BETTER THAN EVER, no matter how technically true it is, (and frankly... i don't buy that it is, but i'll humor the notion for a moment) all you are going to do is piss off poor people across the entire breadth of the political spectrum. it will not convince working-class right wingers to vote blue. it will not convince working-class leftists that dems are trustworthy, or on even vaguely the same side as us, or... literally live on the same planet as us. because you are saying something that literally does not matter in the face of their lived experience, and worse than that, you're minimizing how fucking miserable they are, to their faces. at best you sound like an alien and at worst you sound like an asshole. it's like saying "well, this is a historically much less destructive flood season than usual" to someone who's crying because their basement is currently a lake, or telling someone with terminal cancer that yeah, that sucks, but the survival rate for their type of cancer has increased significantly in the last couple of decades. shut up! shut up! shut up! shut the fuck up, you fucking annoying little nerds.

"things are better than they ever were" is a fucking useless thing to say when everything is this bad. "it could be worse!" isn't an inspiring message, it's something you say, semi-jokingly, to self-soothe when EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE. people who are going through hell don't' generally like to have their feelings about it minimized! like genuinely i do not understand how centrist libs want me to feel when i read or see or hear these headass The Biden Economy Is Great articles-- how am i, a desperate, terrified disabled person with an income of less than 4 figures per month, expected to react? how are my overworked, underpaid, exhausted friends who struggle every month to pay rent and bills and still have money left over for literally anything that makes life worth living-- how are they supposed to feel? how is my mom, who got a job that paid "$20 an hour" that then turned out to actually pay less than minimum wage (by making her drive her own car to clients and use a ton of gas they refused to reimburse) supposed to feel when she hears this? what are we supposed to get out of it? relief? hope? a feeling of gratitude, that we're so lucky, that we're living so much easier lives than we could be? literally what the fuck do you expect to hear back when you tell people who are angry and scared and always tired that the median person is doing fine?

i don't think anyone should have to be grateful that they aren't living the worst possible version of their life. i think we all deserve to have higher standards than that. i think a standard of "most people still live indoors" is pathetic. i think we are so warped by the absurd cruelty of the united states and capitalism in general that even people who genuinely want things to be better often don't know what that would look like.

it is not selfish to want more than this. it is not unrealistic. it is not childish. if we want to talk about what's objectively true-- it is objectively true that we all could be living better than we are, if wealth were fairly distributed and everything didn't just exist to fuel the stock market. it is objectively true that we have enough houses and food and clothes and electricity for everyone. it is objectively true that the problem is the wealthy and powerful.

let yourself want more than this.

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my progress has always been slow because my brain is bad and so is my body. i'm always fighting chronic pain and i'm always fighting ADHD/depression/anxiety, which leaves me with very little tolerance for frustration or feeling like i'm bad at things. i've also been slowly unraveling the fact that i suffer from dyscalculia, which for some sufferers makes it harder to judge distance, size, etc. at a glance. i've never been able to do that shit. it's part of why i'm so afraid of driving-- when someone says "start getting ready to stop 100 feet before the stop sign" i don't know what that fucking means. i don't LACK visual memory, and i don't think i have aphantasia, but i'm definitely weak in that department, too. basically my brain and body are fighting for me to be bad at drawing but i am always fighting to be good at it.

my biggest obstacle has always been frustration. i can't grind. physically or mentally, it just doesn't work. i miss my figure drawing classes, but i don't miss homework or deadlines or any of that.

since 2020-ish i've made some wild progress and i think i can attribute it to 3 things:

1. i started posing and tracing over 3D models

first with Daz 3D, when that was the only thing i knew of that was free and had poseable/kinda adjustable models. then i moved up to DivineDoll, excellent standalone software. then i got into Clip Studio Paint, with its huge library of user-made poses. (2020 is when i got myself a nice tablet and started using CSP.)

"tracing is cheating" is a common mentality of the inexperienced and immature. obviously you shouldn't be yanking from other artists, that's rude and shitty. but tracing reference that's made to be reference is fair fuckin game and pros do it all the time. it's also a skill! the way i do it these days is a lot more like just using the model as a base sketch and then doing a second draft over it. if you just follow the lines exactly, you'll end up with that weird stiff WikiHow look, and your style won't show through. but if you learn to use the model as a guide, more as reference for where things should be and less as an exact outline of what you should be doing, it's super helpful. basically it's like looking at reference without the part where i look away from my reference image and my brain instantly dumps everything it was seeing.

learning to pose the models also teaches you a lot. you learn what angles things look more or less readable at. if you start using furniture and other environment pieces, you learn how to compose a scene. it cuts out a lot of the trial-and-error (and thus a lot of the physical pain and frustration, for me). i had given up on learning to draw hands well; now i can freehand a lot of hands quite nicely because i've been tracing them from 3D models for years. there's still stuff i struggle a lot with-- the head at angles can be a serious chore, and i'm still not great at foreshortening, but i occasionally even get that stuff right. and the more i do it, the closer i get to being able to do it consistently. my visual library is getting a lot stronger.

2. i started very intentionally eating nutritious meals of visual media

since 2022, i've had an almost-weekly ritual with a local friend who is also an artist. we get together on one of our days off and we watch six. hours. of. anime. straight. i am not kidding. almost every week we do this. i think less than this would be sufficient but this is what works for us. and while most of our picks are based on What Sounds Good, we also kinda pick stuff with the intent of like, what we want to be studying right now. this keeps us from hurting ourselves drawing too much AND feeds our creativity. i set up a game controller to take screenshots, and now i have Too Many Anime Screenshots. i dig through them all the time. i need to draw x. where have i seen an anime do x? how do the pros handle this in like, a low-detail readable way?

i'll admit my diet is MOSTLY anime and manga-- that's my bread and butter and it's what i'm leaning on stylistically for my current big project. but i've been aiming to get some other stuff in there. i have a separate weekly event online where a couple of friends and i watch anime AND some tokusatsu now, and i try to get some western animation/comics and live action movies into my brain on at least a semi-regular basis.

the most important part, i think, is that i approach all this stuff WITH INTENTION. i'm always looking for something i can learn. it doesn't hamper my enjoyment at all to do this, tbh it's more fun for me to think about/analyze the artistic choices made along with the thing i'm watching.

this has expanded my taste, my attention span, my visual library, and it's taught me a lot about story structure.

3. i stopped trying to make finished pieces all the time and mostly focused on sketching a lot

nothing made me get better at drawing the Iron Company cast faster than working on an animatic.

i can't look at it now. it makes me cringe. you can dig it up from my youtube channel yourself, it's still there. but that project was like hey. go go go go. you do not have the fucking time to linger. just get something down that is GOOD ENOUGH and then do it again and again and again.

another practice i've been maintaining is whenever i think of a cool/funny idea, or see a meme where i go "haha that's my characters," or whatever, i sketch it real quick. sometimes, if i'm tired or in pain, i don't even sketch it-- i just pose some models on a canvas for later and then come back to it when i'm feeling better. doing a bunch of goofy little sketches got me farther faster than years of feeling like i had to finish things. you can just come back to stuff later even if you can't do it to your satisfaction right now.

i didn't really have a greater thesis here but since it's unfortunately top-of-mind this week again due to sifting through a bunch of AI trash on itch looking for ren'py tools, here's a brief rant: this is part of why i have no fucking sympathy for people who turn to generative AI because they "can't draw," and why i'm disgusted by the suggestion that AI is "helpful for disabled people who want to make art." i'm disabled and i've been finding ways to do this shit myself, ethically, without using the water-guzzling planet-cooking plagiarism machine. i struggle a lot with my work, and the satisfaction i get from my successes is worth infinitely more than the hollow reward of telling a computer to do something and having it spit out an approximation of what i wanted. it's not that people who use genAI "can't draw". it's that they don't want to actually confront the amount of work, failure and problem-solving that drawing presents (which is fine, i don't wanna learn plenty of things) OR they don't want to pay an artist to do work they need done (which is not fine; fuck off). i have chronic pain in my drawing hand, my brain clinically sucks at lots of stuff in a way that makes drawing way harder than it would otherwise be, and i'm finding ways around it. fuck, when i had a CTS flareup last year, i made Potion Stand Story mostly without drawing, and i did it without lowering myself to using genAI for anything. struggling has, in its own way, expanded my horizons. so i'll always take the struggle of making art myself over the fantasy of a computer doing it for me.
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first i have to credit Poppy for letting me in on some Advanced Hot Chocolate Techniques. she said try buttermilk powder but i didn't have any but i did think butter would be good so i just rolled with that and IT WAS GOOD. then i realized i still had cool whip left that had not made it onto christmas pies. did you know cool whip makes an excellent coffee creamer in general? i guess that checks out.

second: if you're expecting exact measurements or techniques unlikely to be sacrilegious to the average Coffee Shop Experience/Equipment Haver (i am not one) you're in the wrong place lmao. these are vibes-based recipes

Decaf Coffee Hot Chocolate
(or you could just use caf. i've been using decaf bc it's an evening drink for me. also i use the pour-over method for my coffee fyi)

Ingredients
• decaf coffee. we'll make... an amount you would like to drink
• milk (a few tablespoons?)
• powdered creamer (some. idk. like a teaspoon? ish?)
• salt (a pinch. like 1-2 shakes.)
• butter (just some. a cup of coffee does not require a lot of butter. like half a slice of toast's worth of butter at most)
• cool whip (DELICIOUS EDIBLE SHAVING CREAM)
• chocolate syrup, obviously (like. a tablespoon or two? idk you can't measure that shit it sticks too the spoon so bad)
• a single drop of vanilla extract
• maybe some sugar if you got the ratio kinda weird

Directions
• while you wait for your water to boil, put the powdered creamer, salt, butter, and chocolate syrup at the bottom of the mug.
• pour-over time! leave some space for milk and cool whip and stirring.
• stir until the butter is melted
• add some milk and stir
• now have a sip. does it need sugar? perhaps more chocolate? do what you need to do. i'm not here to judge
• when it's to your taste, add a big scoop of cool whip to the top of the mug. i like it frozen best. i like a big iceberg of slowly melting cool whip in there

the other night i wanted to make this, but mom was already asleep, and i didn't want to make a coffee smell at 11 PM and have her wake up and think she had time traveled. so i just started making regular hot chocolate in a pot on the stove, and i was thinking... i bet if i put cinnamon or some other baking-adjacent spices in here it would be interesting. and then i had. an idea.

Decaf Vanilla Chai Hot Chocolate

Ingredients
• 1 bag of decaf vanilla chai (i like Stash's)
• milk, enough to fill the mug you intend to use
• salt (just a pinch)
• butter (the same amount as above)
• cool whip (YES AGAIN i like cool whip okay)
• chocolate syrup (again this is an unmeasurable substance. you're on your own here)
• a single drop of vanilla extract
• sugar will once again be the thing we lean on if we mess up here

Directions
• whisk together milk, salt, butter, chocolate syrup, and vanilla in a pot on the stove
• heat until it starts rising out of the pot and trying to boil over (why does milk do this. i keep meaning to look that up. apparently it is due to the fats)
• remove from heat, steep with tea bag for 1-3 minutes depending on how much chai power you want to give it
• give it a sip and see if it needs sugar
• now scoop your cool whip on top there

these don't quite come out as divine as Fancy Four To Seven Dollar Drinks i have occasionally experienced but they are rich and luxuriant and better than just plain powder or just following the directions on the hot chocolate bottle. ftr i'm using regular ol Hershey's chocolate syrup and it would probably be even better if i bought like, a higher quality syrup.
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here's some stuff i've been doing!

INDIEPOCALYPSE!

i got into INDIEPOCALYPSE #60! Indiepocalypse is a monthly zine that features small indie games. you buy it for 15 bucks, you get a handful of cool games in a unified launcher and a PDF with zine pages the devs made, and then all of us devs get paid royalties on it. it's a very cool thing that Mr. Andrew Pizzapranks has been doing for 5 years now. i submitted Potion Stand Story a couple of months ago. you should buy #60 and follow Indiepocalypse on itch! support people making small, weird, unmarketable stuff!


TRAGICALLY THIS SHIRT IS NOT REAL
but it is very funny. i was drawing a third angle for the Sykes sprite (the other two were not conducive to Rage) and i had all his faces on the canvas for consistency's sake. and i was like--


my friend Chel suggested that it was probably because it looks like the infamous three wolf moon shirt.

thus: i have poorly photoshopped it.

also some Makoto Kino fan art


...because if i don't draw Sailor Moon fan art periodically i WILL shrivel up and turn to dust.

it is fucking FINALLY not going to be pissing rain 24/7 for a while in the Willamette Valley. i've been waiting for enough sunlight to do some photography and stuff. maybe i'll have pretty pictures to show soon.

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i'd like, someday, to have a year where i just accomplish things without having to do it In Spite Of Everything. but for now, this will have to do.

this year, in spite of my medicaid insurer being shitheads and depriving me of my ADHD meds for 4 months (FUCK YOU PACIFICSOURCE), the USA getting even stupider, everything in my house breaking and being expensive, having to desperately fundraise more than once, my beloved cohost dot org shutting down, my lower back and my carpal tunnel syndrome making it their personal mission to ruin my life, and, as always, being disabled and poor in the USA, i:

• learned a fuck of a lot about Ren'py. like damn for someone who is not a programmer i sure did a lot of programming, im not sure i can continue making the claim that i'm not lol
• made Potion Stand Story, a visual novel about witch stuff and feelings, and was accepted into the Queer Games Bundle and Indiepocalypse #60 (out soon! January 3rd! go buy it!). pretty good for baby's first finished game!
• made it through physical therapy for CTS. though i will probably have to go back. but like i learned a lot about managing the condition haha
• DID ART FIGHT. for the first time. and frankly kicked ass at it
• started properly on Iron Company, and the reception so far has been better than i ever could have hoped tbh.
• made quite a few improvements to my personal website. i think it's pretty good.
• got back into blogging! such as this.
• got a lot faster at typing with just my left hand. not as fast as i'd like to be yet but these things take time... i'll get there >:)
• made a lot of cool new friends through Artfight, Bluesky and cohost!

so get fucked, 2024. and pre-emptively, 2025: you can also get fucked. i'm coming in swinging a steel chair and screaming
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one of the biggest challenges of my whole project has been learning to draw this guy. he's so fuckin specific, and he's made up of so many things that were difficult for me for a long time. i always lacked confidence drawing more masculine characters. pretty girls and bishounen are my comfort zone, and i'm better at drawing big fun goofy expressions than serious or subtle ones. so. Sykes is this very serious little guy, who is certainly not 100% manbeef but definitely way further to the masculine end of the scale. and he has short hair. which was a challenge for me for a looooong time bc i could never figure out the shape of the head with short hair, i wasn't good at placing the hairline correctly, etc. thank you 3D models for my fucking LIFE learning to get better at this over the past few years lol. and also the habit i've developed of taking 50234908302 screenshots a week of whatever anime i'm watching and setting aside anything that makes me go "oh THAT'S how the pros would handle that kind of shape at that angle" etc.

if you dig in his Toyhouse Gallery, you can see some struggle in how i've learned to depict him (and all of them, lol). drawing your own characters is so hard because there's no reference material of them!! you have to forge the reference material yourself, and you have to keep melting it down and re-forging it until you're happy with it. a lot of the work with Sykes in particular has just been finding other characters in media that remind me of him somehow and staring really hard at them.

some major design influences:
(i swear Scar and Zuko aren't both on there for the most obvious fucking reason i promise)

• Superman-- that little stray hair in the front is something i've been putting on Sykes forever because. it's cute and fun. i imprinted on the Fleischer Superman cartoons as a child and when i think of a Heroic Man he's gotta have a little Superman curl ok!! his recent cute anime depiction in My Adventures With Superman also happens to have a similar hairline and i watched the show half because it was cute and half to take screenshots and see how they draw him at weirder angles.
• Guts from Berserk, in all forms, but especially when he is a Young Lad. those eyebrows taught me so much about... eyebrows. the ones i draw don't do as many fun tricks as his do, they're more simplified, but i did like. mainline a bunch of '97 Berserk right before i drew the sprite. just to watch his beautiful eyebrows.
• Scar from Fullmetal Alchemist, both his Brotherhood beef-form and his 2003 bishounen form. his expressions and his general vibe are close to what i wanted to channel into Sykes. Scar is actually consistently glare-ier though LMAO. he's more energetic and less burnt-out.
• Zuko (Avatar: The Last Airbender) is also just. very similar vibes in a lot of ways and had a big influence on how i wrote Sykes as a character when i was just starting out on things in like 2015-16. things have come a long way since then, but Zuko was still like, a strong example of a Little Guy Who's Mad and Doing His Best.
• Touya (Cardcaptor Sakura)'s cool and reserved manner and more toned-down comedy expressions gave me a lot of ideas.

i dreaded making this sprite and it is some of the most fun i have had

it's very important to me that Iron Company has very expressive, flexible sprites. i'm always impressed with VNs that get a lot done with relatively few character expressions, but i can't live like that on my own time; this is my personal brainworms talking and this is what i am probably going to allow myself to be the most bonkers about.

i've tried to make sprites a few times in the past, as i've been through different phases of working on this project. what making Potion Stand Story inadvertently taught me was to find a character's emotional baseline and build the sprites off that, rather than just start with what seems "neutral" in general. Elly is a vroid, and her default resting face is this:


so whenever i made a new expression for her, i was starting from there.


Sykes is very reserved. when i think about how he emotes, i think about how i emote when i've hit that neurodivergent post-social-activity-or-busy-grocery-store burnout. his baseline emotion is exhaustion layered over smoldering rage, and we just kinda work from there. the direction he's looking, eyebrows, and Squint Level do most of the work.

he has two angles so far-- i might make a third head angle, more tilted forward, for scenes with combat/where he needs to be Angry and Snarly, because both of these angles are a little too relaxed for that.


his jacket is removable and so is his scar, so i can use his face for pre-scar-having flashbacks. he's uh, still missing a few parts though--


i would also like to yell briefly about a tool i found last night. Feniksdev makes all sorts of indispensible tutorials and tools for Ren'py, most of them free! i bought one of the paid ones, though, and holy fucking shit this is a literal game-changer. it live-updates all these sprites as you pick parts. this will make it SO much easier for me to use layered images (which i'm gonna have to do... a lot). last night i put together a fresh separate ren'py project for sprite-building so i can have it open on a separate monitor while i add expressions to lines of dialogue. i can't believe i changed my whole damn life for five dollars.


god this part of making a VN is fun. i knew i was doomed(positive) when i started working on those emoji a while ago. i'm still quietly really anxious about it-- i tend to get embarrassed about my drawings once they reach a certain age, they like. expire on me. but the feedback on these has been really good, people really seem to like them, and since they're layered it'll be easy(ish) (relative to static sprites) for me to make any changes i want/need to in the future for my own sanity.
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...and some nonsense was imminent.


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so i was following this excellent tutorial on how to use layeredimages in ren'py and working on my first real sprite for Iron Company.

all was well, up to a point: most of Erika's eyes go under her hair. she has some silly expressions where her eyes go on top of her hair, though. so i needed to have two groups of eyes: one below the layer the lines of the hair are drawn on, and one above it.
basically the way i had the erika sprite groups structured was like this:
1. base
2. mouth
3. eyes
4. hair lines
5. eyes2 since there's no way two groups within a layeredimage could have the same name, ren'py would yell at me, this is foreshadowing btw
6. extras (little anime sweatdrops, sparkles, etc.)
7. hands

ren'py assembles the layers of a layeredimage in that order. like, you know, layers in a digital art program. or animation cels with different layers. or a lasagna. same concept.

eyes and eyes2 were SUPPOSED to be mutually exclusive.

except.

as i started to add expressions to her lines in chapter 1, things started to go very wrong.


above you can see she's displaying 2 sets of eyes at the same time and it's, not, good.


this was happening whenever her expression switched from one set of eyes to the other.

i was trying to use if_any the way the tutorial linked above presents them. some of the relevant passage:


at the top of the layeredimage statement, i had things set up like this...


(you may notice the if_not section from the tutorial is missing here, that's bc at this point i had removed it to see if maybe it was superfluous or screwing things up)

it seemed like it should have been so simple. this is some basic if-then shit! it's simply boolean! if any of the eyes group are showing, the eyes2 group should default to erika_e2_blank.png (a single-pixel transparent image), and vice-versa. right? RIGHT? THAT'S WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE IT SHOULD BE DOING? RIGHT?

it was not working. i went through almost every stage of grief, although i did furiously avoid Acceptance (going to the ren'py subreddit, or to bed). what you don't see here is how many times i re-structured my filenames (filenames are important to layeredimages too), checked to make sure the blank.pngs were actually blank, picked up my rubber duck and read the code to him. even a hot shower didn't solve the problem. i'm proud of my investigative work even though ultimately i didn't figure it out on my own; i sandboxed this fucker, i tested things a less experienced me never would have thought to test (is it a problem with LayeredImageProxy? is it my file structure? my naming scheme? does it matter if there's an if_not block or not? etc.). this is your reminder that i am still in my infancy as a coder, and i am maybe at best 80-75% certain of what i am doing at any given time. i've sharpened up a lot this year, but i'm still a novice.

but i was getting toward 90% certain that the computer was wrong for real this time, and i was starting to get a little tilted



i was telling my very cool and smart friend Kayin about this and they asked to see the code, thinking maybe they could spot something. i sandboxed the problem for them in a new ren'py project, sent it over, and, as usual, could not stop trying to solve it myself. my stubbornness is a trait that is both helpful and destructive and often both at the same time. i made no progress, though. i just kept staring at the problem and coming up with the same solution every time. like this is the point i was at; i had been extremely thorough trying to get this to work and my brain was going "but thing should simply work as intended, shouldn't it?" and providing the same solution


here is what Kayin ultimately discovered, about 40-ish minutes after i sent them the sandbox game, and after i had finally dragged myself away to bed, trying to accept that perhaps the problem would be solved in the morning. you might wanna sit down for this,

you can just have two groups in a layeredimage that are named the same thing.



pictured: my reaction to learning this. please note the timestamp

i had not once considered this. i'm used to Ren'py yelling at me if there are any situations where there are Two Of The Same Thing In A Thing. very often, i run the game and Ren'py whacks me over the head with a rolled-up newspaper and tells me "you can't have two instances of this, DINGUS" and i'm like "lmfao oops sorry". you can't just have multiple instances of a thing within the same thing! that's not how things work! except when it is. the entire if_any excursion was a total distraction. a farce. a fool's errand. i was looking for clothes. but i was at the soup store.

the final code, if you're curious, looks like this. (pastebin link)

Lessons learned:
• only trust your fists. the police (documentation) will never help you
• always ask yourself: am i solving the correct problem? am i sure the code i'm staring at is meant to solve the problem i'm trying to solve? am i perhaps trying to buy clothes at the soup store????
• if you wish something worked a simpler way, try it the way you wish it worked and see if it does.
• it's always the thing that never works otherwise. or it's never the thing that always works. basically if something looks like it really should work that's why it doesn't, and if something doesn't look like it should work, that's why it does,
• i am blessed to have lovely friendships with smart and kind people
• i knew this already, but it is a miracle that even the simplest video game exists

addendum: the final hilarious punch:

this was in the documentation. (under "groups.") i just didn't see it because it wasn't what i was looking for. i was all mired in the if_any bullshit. i rarely actually look at the documentation (i tend to search the subreddit or the forum or the discord) because it tends to be written in a way i just... can't process, especially when i'm already frustrated and confused lmao. and it never has the specific kind of example i need, because i am forever Problems Georg. so i missed it. but it was there. what an incredible comedy of errors

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Easy Tasty Rice For Sad Bitches With Seasonal Depression

i don't have a photo for this one because it is not attractive so i never take pics. but it is tasty and will save you from depression-induced starvation. it's adapted from a recipe for a chicken casserole, but you don't have to prepare any chicken. because uuuuuuuuuuugh too tired. i like it because all the steps happen at once, there aren't many, and you can just walk away until it's ready to eat. it's also dirt cheap to make. it's pretty filling and can serve two people, if you have a housemate who is also suffering the effects of Existing At The Wrong Latitude To Be Getting Enough Vitamin D

Ingredients
• 2 cups of rice
• 1 regular can of condensed cream-of-whatever soup (i usually use cream of mushroom)
• rice cooker (i'm counting it as an ingredient)
• some water
• some spices that sound good to you and are within reach (i usually use garlic powder, onion powder, pepper, paprika, MSG and a lil table salt)

Directions
• put 2 cups of white rice (any ol white rice) into the rice cooker.
• empty the soup can on top of the rice. ssssssssssssshlorp splorp
• take a moment to meditate on the Condensed Soup Blob lying on the rice. the only difference between you and this blob is that you have bones and skin to hold the jiggly parts of you together, probably. she's just like me fr
• add water and stir until the water level looks about right for the amount of rice you put into your rice cooker. (mine has marks on the inside that are numbered, so like, if you used 2 cups of rice, you fill it to the line labeled 2.) when in doubt, slightly too much is better than not enough. you can always just cook off the extra moisture.
• add spices until you feel like there's enough spices. i usually go until i've sort of covered the entire surface of the water in a layer of floaty spices. now stir.
• cook! however you would cook this much regular rice. press that button.
• lie on the floor until it's done
• it'll probably have a few pools of standing liquid when you open the lid. that's fine. just give it a stir.
• live another day until the stupid sun comes back and makes your stupid brain less bad

Notes
• if it comes out crunchy, just add some more water and cook it some more LOL
• seriously one time i just put water in the bowl and microwaved it for a few minutes with a cover over it and it fixed my accidental crunchiness
• works well with store-brand soups that may otherwise be kind of questionable

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these were a grandma recipe, obtained from a booklet that came with an old cookie press she got in... i think the 60s or 70s. i have never had christmas without them. i think i've been making these by myself every year for about 20 years now, since I was 12-ish. if i did not show up to an xmas gathering with these in hand, i would probably be flayed alive by my own family. the funniest story i have about them is that i gave a bag to one of my friends in high school and he bit into one, kind of choked, and i was like "oh no are they bad" and he was like "no i was just expecting sugar cookie and it's Something Else they're delicious" and proceeded to devour the bag. they are very rich, delicate, and melt in your mouth. they're butter cookies, kinda like the ones you get in Grandma's Sewing Tin, but i prefer the flavor and texture of the home made ones.

they're meant to be made with a cookie gun/press, but you could definitely roll little balls and press them with the bottom of a glass, or one of those cookie cutters that's more of the like. smooshy kind that presses a design into the whole cookie. you WILL want to do this in a stand mixer, probably.

Divine Mana Of The Elves

Ingredients
• 1 standard size box of cake mix, white or yellow (strawberry and devil's food cake also turn out interesting if you're feeling wild)
• 2 egg yolks (separated from the white)
• 1/2 tsp vanilla
• 1/2 cup shortening
• 1/2 cup butter or margarine (softened on the counter for a few hours)
• a big spoon and a bag of flour
• sugar sprinkles if you want (i forgot to buy any this year oops)

Directions
• DO NOT preheat the oven to 350. yet. because this is going to take a while but it's worth it
• beat together the egg yolks, vanilla, shortening, and butter/margarine until well blended.
• slowly add the bag of cake mix, about 1/3rd of the bag at a time.
• it'll probably still be pretty sticky at this point. start spooning in flour, one spoonful at a time, until the dough reaches a consistency where it's starting to gather on the beaters and can be easily pulled off in clumps with your hands. it should be soft, greasy and moldable, kinda reminiscent of play-doh or air-dry clay. that's the texture that will go through the cookie press the best. how much flour is required will depend on your cake mix.
• let the dough chill for about an hour in the fridge. this is a good time to make sure all your cookie sheets are cleaned, and parchment paper'd if needed.
• now you can pre-heat that oven to 350. while it heats, press into cookies onto sheets. at this stage, if you have sprinkles, you can sprinkle em.
• bake each sheet for about 5-8 minutes. take them out when they're just starting to brown at the edges. (they burn easily, and they'll kind of finish cooking on the sheet.)
• transfer onto a cooling rack, if you have one. give them about 5 minutes out of the oven before you move them to the cooling rack.
• when freshly baked and still hot, the flavor hasn't quite developed yet! leave them on the counter for a couple of hours. they kind of need to aerate, it's weird.
• EAT COOKY

Notes
• try to steer clear of "extra moist" cake mixes, although... that's kind of all of them now. find the driest cake mix you can find in the aisle. more moistness = more flour you'll need to add. i use Duncan Hines.
• all-purpose flour is fine, but cake flour is better.
• butter is a bit richer in flavor, but behaves poorly and spreads out more. you've already got shortening in there, so like... it's not like you're missing out much on the delicious fat. if you use butter, chill it longer and try not to let your dough get too warm while you work with it. my preference is specifically Blue Bonnet margarine.
• just butter or just margarine or just shortening does not work. trust me. you need the two different fats. TRUST ME
• do not try to do multiple batches at once. i did two boxes, one yellow, one white, and i didn't bother to wash the mixing bowl between them-- but even though it seems like it should scale up fine, putting 2x the ingredients into one bowl throws something off and things get weird.
• i know there's parchment paper in the photos but avoid it if you can. i just use it over my worst most scratched-up formerly-nonstick pan. it's ANNOYING with a press. although it does make it easier to pick up and move the cookies so YMMV
• my preferred cookie gun (not sponsored) is the OXO Good Grips one. i've had it about 4 years now and it's served me very well. i was wary of plastic (i grew up using an old metal General Mills cookie press) but it's held up even with some tougher batches of dough and it's easy to fill and clean. no rusty bits yet.
 


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