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doodlemancyso hi, i'm doodlemancy, i made this blog in 2018 after the mass exodus from tumblr because of, you know. that one thing that happened. man. that was dumb!! unfortunately i never ended up using dreamwidth. i'm primarily a visual artist and this is not really the sort of place where that's easy to share. but it DOES seem to have a very cool active community of writers.
one thing i want to tackle in 2024 is my shyness/rejection sensitivity re: my writing. it's really bad, and has been for a long time. (the shyness, i mean, but depending on how i'm feeling that previous sentence could also be referring to my writing.) i don't really know what sparked it or why i'm like this; i definitely have an anxiety disorder real bad but it hasn't kept me from posting my art. but for some reason with writing, even the gentlest constructive crit tends to make me want to curl into a ball and roll under the least-movable piece of furniture in the house and wither away. whatever's going on with me, it is not conducive to making and releasing a visual novel. it's like if i wanted to be a racecar driver and was afraid of driving (author's note: doodlemancy is extremely afraid of driving).
anyway, that's what's up here. visual novel, babey! girls want one thing and it's interactive fiction (i'm girls). i have a page about it on my website but i'll put more fun stuff here later. i think i will make this The Place where you can See Some Of The Writing, until i can get demos out and stuff.
i may also make icons & stuff sometimes just because i like doin' that. been a while. sometimes i like to pretend it's 2004 and i haven't heard the word "smartphone" yet. if you want to see the other stuff i do, check out my cohost, it's my current home on the internet.
one thing i want to tackle in 2024 is my shyness/rejection sensitivity re: my writing. it's really bad, and has been for a long time. (the shyness, i mean, but depending on how i'm feeling that previous sentence could also be referring to my writing.) i don't really know what sparked it or why i'm like this; i definitely have an anxiety disorder real bad but it hasn't kept me from posting my art. but for some reason with writing, even the gentlest constructive crit tends to make me want to curl into a ball and roll under the least-movable piece of furniture in the house and wither away. whatever's going on with me, it is not conducive to making and releasing a visual novel. it's like if i wanted to be a racecar driver and was afraid of driving (author's note: doodlemancy is extremely afraid of driving).
anyway, that's what's up here. visual novel, babey! girls want one thing and it's interactive fiction (i'm girls). i have a page about it on my website but i'll put more fun stuff here later. i think i will make this The Place where you can See Some Of The Writing, until i can get demos out and stuff.
i may also make icons & stuff sometimes just because i like doin' that. been a while. sometimes i like to pretend it's 2004 and i haven't heard the word "smartphone" yet. if you want to see the other stuff i do, check out my cohost, it's my current home on the internet.
